'Helen Beaupre' is a made-up female FICTIONAL CHARACTER, THAT I MADE BY MYSELF @ alanstudios, using 2 apps PHOTOLEAP & AI MIRROR, OR I utilized a live-action character from app.recraft.ai for my new, upcoming untitled vintage anime animation or live-action movie or any motion picture project.
The name "HELEN BEAUPRE", from myself, it is during my junior year of high school, I permanently have obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), which I've experienced ever since I was between the ages of three and eleven. I was attending a 5th period life science class, there was a substitute teacher, I find myself that she was really cool, her name is really her name is, I also have one of my friend in my class to help me of what's my name for her the substitute teacher and I said that my real first name is like French even though I am NOT French white guy because I am LATINO, my first name got from my monstrous heavy alcoholic tormenting dad of mine that he is the one caused my OCD from my not-so-good childhood trauma that got me into a learning disability that I'm not proud of myself because I been becoming a golden child, and when I was those ages my dad never paid child support and my dad never took me much different touristy cities with Hollywood L.A. that is worth visiting including Iconic landmarks like Hollywood Walk of Fame / the Hollywood Sign & the TCL Chinese Theatre / Catch a concert at the Hollywood Bowl / shopping at Hollywood & Highland / Universal Studios Hollywood / Free outdoor movies at L.A. / and Hollywood Christmas Parade all of it have not done those stuff when I was a kid. Aside with that, the substitute teacher I use to know that her last name is 'Beaupre', and she said that she is French descent, in my head I am like I LIKED IT, plus in my OCD I thought that she looks like that she could be an actress as well, even though that she-substitute teacher I use to know is a regular normal woman, it's also possible that I can cast a regular woman or NON-ACTOR to be in my movie someday to be herself, just like Chloe Zhao did who casts Non-Actors in some of her movies "The Rider" (2017) and "Nomadland" (2020). After high school, I was having a secret crush on that substitute teacher name 'Helen Beaupre' because I love older girls and/or older women, I never talk much to that cool she-substitute teacher, nor not to know and haven't share feelings to that cool she-substitute teacher because I don't play games with younger girls to date like my biological dad married to my mom who is 2 years younger than my dad and that's how I acknowledge that I'm such a mess thankfully my OCD.
